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Jul. 6th, 2006 11:14 pmFeeling like I've pretty much dropped off the face of the earth lately. Sorry about that. Have been burying myself in real life and reading a lot of SG:A fic during my downtime.
There are a few places where I feel guilty about my absence (projects with![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
xanfan27 come to mind) but I'm in a very critical place emotionally, and find myself really disliking a lot of people/things at the moment. Now, it's possible that it's just a coincidence that everyone is annoying me at once, but it's more likely that it's me... and I don't want to take that out on the people that aren't doing anything hateful. So, I'm going with the theory that my disgust with people is some funk that I'm going through, and that sooner or later it will blow over and I'll be back to my normal self. Sooner would be better. I feel unbelievably petty and spiteful, too. But mostly I'm just feeling venomous to the way some people seem to be undiscerning sycophants. And also to people who think that their opinion is The Right One and other opinions are Wrong Wrong Wrong.
Bleh. Deliver me back to sunshine and snuggles and smiley faces. I like me better when I'm not mired in negativity.
There are a few places where I feel guilty about my absence (projects with
xanfan27 come to mind) but I'm in a very critical place emotionally, and find myself really disliking a lot of people/things at the moment. Now, it's possible that it's just a coincidence that everyone is annoying me at once, but it's more likely that it's me... and I don't want to take that out on the people that aren't doing anything hateful. So, I'm going with the theory that my disgust with people is some funk that I'm going through, and that sooner or later it will blow over and I'll be back to my normal self. Sooner would be better. I feel unbelievably petty and spiteful, too. But mostly I'm just feeling venomous to the way some people seem to be undiscerning sycophants. And also to people who think that their opinion is The Right One and other opinions are Wrong Wrong Wrong.Bleh. Deliver me back to sunshine and snuggles and smiley faces. I like me better when I'm not mired in negativity.
